Tuesday, September 6, 2022

" DA REP UTE ABLE VOL 3" TEIRS STILL ENVISABLE

"DA REP UTE ABLE VOL 3" TIERS STILL ENVISABLE

"Da Rep ute able Vol 3" Tiers Still Envisable 

As a little kid at the age of 10 use to hearing his mama break down n cry and her bedroom on his way to the bathroom.

I felt the need to help provide in dry them tears, so as a kid I thought I was helping more.

The street's became my father I'm hustling to help provide keep the light's on.

Me getting put on to a West South Central L.A gang called the 30's Fruit Town Brim 36st

Started gang bangin, doing on sites we were always out numbered we were always the smallest set during my time

Ended up losing homies, how those started freezing up

The judge became my mother, homicide grab me  had my picture in a frame inside the precinct 

I seen my middle daughter take her first steps behind visiting room glass window

I seen my youngest daughter first born behind visiting room glass window

My oldest daughter broke down in the courtroom when the judge threatening me with Life

Prison becomes my home

Down Yardville State Prison all the Bloods had get together to ride on MS 13's for lining up 4 black Highschool Graduates and Irvington, New Jersey on basketball court in killed. So us as Bloods started stabbing the MS 13's

Down Northern State Prison how all the Bloods waited to hear the verdict of Sean Bell Jamica Queens, New York once the officers were found not guilty us Bloods popped on every Correctional Officer

 Otisville Federal Prison is where I was letting it be known who were false flagging and when I started redirecting my thinking and finding my purpose 

Fort Dix Federal Prison is where I was making child molesters, rapist play they bunks and buy any Blood food, clothes when they came to my housing unit

Speak about the person brought Fruit Town Brim to state of New Jersey snitched on our hole state and snitch on Brims out Baltimore

I break down the difference between Chicago gang culture and L.A gang culture on the eastcoast they have mixed the 2

Speak about not going back out to the streets yet how I would retaliate when a homie would get killed

I speak on betrayal how that motivated me to find my true self 

I started putting myself first ever since I've been climbing the mountain top each step I have taking became another greater door

This book part of my life story, when no one believes in you believe in yourself. Consistency is the key when you have no motivation longs you consistent you will find motivation. You have to invest in yourself, can't expect anyone else to when you don't even invest in yourself even when no else don't keep reinvesting in yourself. Nothing in life is easy and if it is it's not worth having "You Wouldn't Treasure It" The best person on my team and all I need is "The Lord" 
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"ENVISABLE TIERS VOL 1" TIERS YOU CAN'T SEE, ONLY FROM THE MIND AND HEART

Envisable Tiers Vol 1" Tiers you can't see, only from the mind and heart

#Chapters

My Godfather- (Ny'Sheik)
Unity Became a Thing of The Past- (Twist)
Lack of Love from My Mama- (Bonnie)
My Mama Wanted Something More For Me-(Uvg Trey)
The Death of My Brother- (Hard Head)
A Message About My Brother From Another- (Buck)
I'm Blessed To Still Be Alive- (Tephlon)
Karma- (Erica "E" Gardner)
A Gangster Is A Gangster Is Not- (Killa E)
Not Receiving Love At Home- ( Pappy Law)
This isn't Da Internet- (Tweak)
The Fed's A Wake-Up- (Poe)
Felt Like A Loser Watching My Kids Grow Up Through Picture's- (Julius)
Still Fighting My Case- (Killa E)
The Steps I Made Becoming A Sous Chef- (Cash)
From Being Bullied to Being Respected- (Chucky Cheese)
Just A Little Girl- (Lady Kountry)
Trials & Tribulations of Being Gang Raped- (Lillian Davis)
Through It All, I Became A Healer for Young Ladies in Women- (Bubbles)
Through Trail & Error I Stood by His Side- (Juelz)
Becoming A Deacon Was Destiny- (Charles)
Giving Back Henry Snyder- (Julius)
Everything Is Not Always What It Seems- (Big Sha)
My Family Counting on Me- (Top Shelf/Dink)
Bloods and Crips Peace Treaty Out Harlem, New York- (Oyg Redrum, Jason Davis & Julius)
Holding Accountablity- (Massacre)
Product Of My Environment- (Lawrence "Big L" Harvey)
Young Lost Soul- (Miller Rico)
It's More About Me Than Being From Piru- (Trapper John)

#Awareness #Prevention #intervention #Bullying #rape #violence #incarceration #gangs #betrayal #Ptsd #OutNow
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